if you really knew me...

You'd know....

I LOVE Mocha Double Shots.
I wish I were skinnier and had a 6 pack. Lol
I love the color black more than any color but only wear it to look more slimming, but WHO doesnt?
I think about my dad all the time and wish I could call him just to say hi.
I cant live without my cell phone.
I love AND hate drama.
I am not as bad you think I am and I hate when people assume things about me without asking.
I am IN LOVE.
I love food but should probably not eat as much of it so I can get that 6 pack. Lol
I want to work out but I dont have motivation.
I want to start school but I dont have MOTIVATION.
I want more tattoos.
I love ALF. He is my furry soulmate.
I love photography and wish I was more creative.
I love clutter.
I love iCarly. I am a kid at heart.
Even though I didnt graduate high school, im not stupid.
Even though I dont have a valid drivers license, I can drive better than you. Lol
I want to be a famous singer but I dont have the balls to try out for American Idol or anything else that could help me in the future. :(
I am NOT a homewrecker even though a lot of people seem to think so.
My favorite smell of all time is laundry detergent.
I love HOT SHOWERS.
I love black nail polish more than any other color...go figure.
I love sleep and would rather spend a whole day in bed than go out and do anything.
I HATE the way Farrah from Teen Mom cries. Ugly.
I HATE to cry but sometimes it feels good and it helps me sleep.
I wish I wasnt Diabetic but then id weigh 400 pounds. Lol.
I wish that people didnt think that I forgot EVERYTHING, its just my mind is ALWAYS full. It's not an excuse, its the truth. I remember things.
I wish that people took me more seriously. I know im a joker but I CAN be serious.
I dont care what people think of me. IF you dont like me, your bad not mine.
I am thankful for the people that are in my life and they made it for a reason.
I love my family but sometimes they do annoy me. Its natural.
I LOVE Farley more than ANYONE cause he is ALWAYS here for me and is excited to see me whether its been 5 min, 5 hours, or 5 days. :)
I love the way Farley eats his food. Lol.

I was watching "IF you really knew me and it made me want to write a blog".. I know a lot of you know me but some of you dont. :)

Thats all for now.. :)

Me.