if you really knew me...

You'd know....

I LOVE Mocha Double Shots.
I wish I were skinnier and had a 6 pack. Lol
I love the color black more than any color but only wear it to look more slimming, but WHO doesnt?
I think about my dad all the time and wish I could call him just to say hi.
I cant live without my cell phone.
I love AND hate drama.
I am not as bad you think I am and I hate when people assume things about me without asking.
I am IN LOVE.
I love food but should probably not eat as much of it so I can get that 6 pack. Lol
I want to work out but I dont have motivation.
I want to start school but I dont have MOTIVATION.
I want more tattoos.
I love ALF. He is my furry soulmate.
I love photography and wish I was more creative.
I love clutter.
I love iCarly. I am a kid at heart.
Even though I didnt graduate high school, im not stupid.
Even though I dont have a valid drivers license, I can drive better than you. Lol
I want to be a famous singer but I dont have the balls to try out for American Idol or anything else that could help me in the future. :(
I am NOT a homewrecker even though a lot of people seem to think so.
My favorite smell of all time is laundry detergent.
I love HOT SHOWERS.
I love black nail polish more than any other color...go figure.
I love sleep and would rather spend a whole day in bed than go out and do anything.
I HATE the way Farrah from Teen Mom cries. Ugly.
I HATE to cry but sometimes it feels good and it helps me sleep.
I wish I wasnt Diabetic but then id weigh 400 pounds. Lol.
I wish that people didnt think that I forgot EVERYTHING, its just my mind is ALWAYS full. It's not an excuse, its the truth. I remember things.
I wish that people took me more seriously. I know im a joker but I CAN be serious.
I dont care what people think of me. IF you dont like me, your bad not mine.
I am thankful for the people that are in my life and they made it for a reason.
I love my family but sometimes they do annoy me. Its natural.
I LOVE Farley more than ANYONE cause he is ALWAYS here for me and is excited to see me whether its been 5 min, 5 hours, or 5 days. :)
I love the way Farley eats his food. Lol.

I was watching "IF you really knew me and it made me want to write a blog".. I know a lot of you know me but some of you dont. :)

Thats all for now.. :)

Me.

Thinks it's funny....

When girls who ASSUME things about me, write things on their FACEBOOK and then leave it up for 4 months... LOL. Comical. I can't get enough laughter out of girls who are OBSESSED with me.

Gotta LOVE it. :)

Happiness.

I guess for the first time in a while, I am happy again. I mean, I am ALWAYS happy but there are additions to my life that have put me in a place where I can breath. Not FULLY but I am getting there... Things are changing for the good and hopefully STAY that way. I have been reading other blogs, mostly about LOVE and I have come across a few pictures that I absolutely LOVE. Such as the post BEFORE this one. It sums up a few things for me. Lol. And this one...



It just seems like a perfect moment. The lighting is great and they look SO IN LOVE. It makes me inspired that there are real moments and love out there. :) I am hoping that this road I am taking, is the right one. Im gonna try it out and if things go awry, then at least I tried. :) Like I have said before.. In this moment, I am happy. :)

♥

Love.

That is all.

Life.

So, I haven't written in a while or blogged but my life is GREAT.

I moved in with ONLY Marte.
We are DEF having fun getting everything together and I am SO glad that she is my roomie. She also set EVERYTHING up, as in cable, electricity and all the MAIN essentials.. I couldnt have a BETTER BESTIE... So, Marte, I appreciate that. :) Lol. You are the BEST.

I am glad and THANKFUL I still have a job and I am making money. :)

In this moment I am HAPPY. :)

<3

Ill write more later.. :)